Insomnia
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I have sleeping problems.
It takes me ages to fall alseep, aka I stay awake for 3hrs staring at the ceiling getting frustrated at myself.
I have horrible nightmares, so horrible people think that maybe I was traumatised as a child. I'll simply describe one so you understand. I had a dream that I saw my reflection in a mirror but then it grabbed me out and pulled me in the mirror. It quickly took my place in the real world and smiled evilly and walked off to kill my loved ones. I screamed and hit my fists against the mirrors reflection over and over again hearing the screams. My fists started to bleed as I kept hitting the mirrors wall. Soo yeah bad :P
Sooo I have been to sleep doctors and clinics and everything and they don't seem to really have a name for what I have. All they know is that I get 3.7% REM sleep when most people get 20% REM sleep. So in the end I just call it Insmonia because then I don't have to give this long explanation and people just get that I'm tired a lot of the time :P
So yep thats my sleeping problems for you :P
I will stay awake to 3am...like now and then wake up at noon... and its horrible because I miss hanging out with friends or sometimes miss Uni classes if I sleep through my alarm. I sometimes even sleep into like 4pm and its ridiculous and I know it...
Also the fact that I sometimes can't sleep to like 3am is affecting my relationship with my boyfriend as he wants to sleep at like midnight... so I'm just in the bed with him staring at the ceiling trying to sleep.... it can be annoying at times.
I think thats everything...
got any questions just ask and I'll answer it in a new post :)
It takes me ages to fall alseep, aka I stay awake for 3hrs staring at the ceiling getting frustrated at myself.
I have horrible nightmares, so horrible people think that maybe I was traumatised as a child. I'll simply describe one so you understand. I had a dream that I saw my reflection in a mirror but then it grabbed me out and pulled me in the mirror. It quickly took my place in the real world and smiled evilly and walked off to kill my loved ones. I screamed and hit my fists against the mirrors reflection over and over again hearing the screams. My fists started to bleed as I kept hitting the mirrors wall. Soo yeah bad :P
Sooo I have been to sleep doctors and clinics and everything and they don't seem to really have a name for what I have. All they know is that I get 3.7% REM sleep when most people get 20% REM sleep. So in the end I just call it Insmonia because then I don't have to give this long explanation and people just get that I'm tired a lot of the time :P
So yep thats my sleeping problems for you :P
I will stay awake to 3am...like now and then wake up at noon... and its horrible because I miss hanging out with friends or sometimes miss Uni classes if I sleep through my alarm. I sometimes even sleep into like 4pm and its ridiculous and I know it...
Also the fact that I sometimes can't sleep to like 3am is affecting my relationship with my boyfriend as he wants to sleep at like midnight... so I'm just in the bed with him staring at the ceiling trying to sleep.... it can be annoying at times.
I think thats everything...
got any questions just ask and I'll answer it in a new post :)
-Aura
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