Depression
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Depression runs in my family.
On my dads side its my:
On my mothers side they have a bit of depression but mostly anxiety.
On her side its my:
I have the serious depression which seems to run in my fathers family and my brother has the anxiety problems as well as a bit of depression.
I got really bad depression when I was in year 9 or so. I had fallen in love with my best friend, and he reminded me every single day that he didnt love me. He also told me about all the girls he liked. So in the end, I became suicidal. I hated my life...
To get over my depression, I had to stop being in contact with him. I also started on anti-depressents. I'm now a lot happier person. I got back in contact with him when I wasn't suicical and figured out... well he was a bit of a self obsessed douche (When I first talked to him after I overcame suicide he asked me to call him a genius again... I mean he couldn't be more self obsessed if he tried). I didn't want to be friends with him anymore, so I'm not now. Honestly now, I still kinda just want to slap him for the way he treated me. I guess thats just a bit of anger left over though.
Anyway I'm a very happy person now and hardly really get upset. I might not LOVE my life but I do like it and I do defientely see reasons for living.
...Yep thats about it :P
Signing offffffff
-Aura
On my dads side its my:
- Grandfather
- Grandmother
- Uncle
On my mothers side they have a bit of depression but mostly anxiety.
On her side its my:
- Grandfather
- Aunt
- Some of my cousins
- my mother
I have the serious depression which seems to run in my fathers family and my brother has the anxiety problems as well as a bit of depression.
I got really bad depression when I was in year 9 or so. I had fallen in love with my best friend, and he reminded me every single day that he didnt love me. He also told me about all the girls he liked. So in the end, I became suicidal. I hated my life...
To get over my depression, I had to stop being in contact with him. I also started on anti-depressents. I'm now a lot happier person. I got back in contact with him when I wasn't suicical and figured out... well he was a bit of a self obsessed douche (When I first talked to him after I overcame suicide he asked me to call him a genius again... I mean he couldn't be more self obsessed if he tried). I didn't want to be friends with him anymore, so I'm not now. Honestly now, I still kinda just want to slap him for the way he treated me. I guess thats just a bit of anger left over though.
Anyway I'm a very happy person now and hardly really get upset. I might not LOVE my life but I do like it and I do defientely see reasons for living.
...Yep thats about it :P
Signing offffffff
-Aura
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